Lovehatetragedy

1. M-80

This music is my time
To reel out and rewind
I'll be brutal with truth
I'd rather be honest with my soul
Be the pile of trash
A bum picks through to get a bite to eat
I'm filthy
I'm horny
I'm dirty nasty dirty

I'm strong and fearless
Only 'cause i got rock 'n' roll
I'm knee-deep in our blood
Only 'cause i got rock 'n' roll

C'mon
Baby c'mon
Yeah
Baby c'mon
Break it

Crazier than i ever was
I'm bloodied up i beat my skull in
Comin' home in a body bag
And i'm ready to die for rock 'n' roll
I can't change the world
I can only change myself
I'm as sharp as a knife
As high as a kite
Demented as the night is long

I'm not sheddin' a tear
I'm blowin' some steam
Stuck in between
Living a dream

Baby c'mon

2. Life Is Bullet

My mind has been shut down 
My friends have been let down 
What is the reason 
There's millions of reasons 

Single me out 
Tear off my front 
Make me expose what I conceal 

Life is a bullet 
The bloodstains prove it 
It's tearing through you and me 
Not caring about you or me 

Now I could explain everything 
You cursed the fire 
Now fuck the flame 
What is the reason 
There's millions of reasons 

Blindfold me now 
Spin me around 
Picking me up 
When I fall down 

Today I feel blue 
My head is in the clouds 
Separate me 
My soul from my body 

Feeling so lonely 
I'm not the only one 
Separate me 
My soul from my body 

I'm in love with too many things 
And I hate everything

3. Time And Time Again

Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend
I don't think so
You're not that smart
Over and over it breaks my heart
The cycle continues time for your crime
The pain comes back in an ugly design
Her makeup smears
The tears that she cries
Over and over every night

Emotional swords slash my soul
And now the pain takes control
I think about you
I think about me
Think about the way that it used to be
I need a bottle
I need some pills
I need a friend
I need some thrills
A shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on
When life gets rough

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

It's like a fight every single day
It's always easy when you have it your way
Deep in my heart
In the depths of my soul
My selfish ways are out of control
I'm sorry that it comes down to this
I punch through the wall as I break my fist
The makeup smears
Tears that we cry
Over and over every night

You're so selfish
You're making me want to end this relationship
You're making me want to end this

Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind
Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind

4. Walking Thru Barbed Ware

Wish I could see you for one last time 
Wish I could say goodbye to you 
It's hard to deal with you dying 
It's time to say goodbye to you 

Bloody-faced 
Kissing death 
Walking through barbed wire 
I'll let you go 
Let me go digging thru myself 

I would die for you 
I'd walk right thru barbed wire 

Good luck in your next life 
Walk as tall as the trees 
Be gentle as spring winds 
And have the warmth of summer sun 

I would die die for you 
I'd walk right through barbed wire 
I blame myself for your death 
It's tearing me apart 

I would die die for you 
Yes I would 
Let you go 
Let me go digging through myself 

Bloody-faced 
Kissing death 
Walking through barbed wire

5. Decompression Period

Here today gone today 
Hurry up and wait 
I'm never there for you or me 
Can't you read the story of our lives 
Death to me and life for you 
Something isn't right 
And I need some space to 
Clear my head to think about 
My life 

And I can't be alone 

I just need some space 
To clear my head to think about my life 
With or without you 

We fight it out 
We work it out 
Give me some time to unwind 

I must confess 
I'm falling apart 
Breaking your heart 
Crying with you on the phone 
We're walking on thin ice 
I hope it doesn't break 

Mile by mile we're farther apart 
And it's one empty bottle 
And two broken hearts 
Night after night we are falling apart 
Now it's two broken bottles 
And four empty hearts 

Decompression 
Depression period

6. Born With Nothing, Die With Everything

Fed-up 
Tired 
Sick and twisted 
One-man army 
I'm enlisted 
Trust yourself trust no one else 
Fuck a hero be yourself 
I don't need your lousy hand-out 
Clinched fists i'll fight my way out 
Fighting my way out 
Find my way out 

People wake up and sing along 
I trust no one 
My trust is gone 

Born with nothing 
Die with everything 

In a daze 
These days go by 
Faster and faster I speed through life 
Now I've got to take control 
Of my mental and my physical 
Never sheltered from life's hard storms 
I was cold but now I am warm 
Inside I'm warm 

7. She Loves Me Not

When I see her eyes look into my eyes
Then I realize that she can see inside my head
So I close my eyes thinking that I could hide
Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head
The situation, is to adjatation if she cut me off
Would this be an amputation?

I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not!
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not!

Over the past five years I have shed my tears
I have drank my beers and watch my fingers fly away
Then until this day you still swing my way
But its sad to say sometimes she says she loves me not
But I hesatate to tell her I hate
This relationship I wanted to date this is over

Life's Not Fair
I'm the jerk!

Line for line, ryhme for ryhme
Sometimes I be writin' all the goddam time
It's makin' me sick
Relationship is gettin' ill
This your stupid man
On the lil, could you feel
What I feel, what's the deal girl
We're tearin' up each others world
We should be in harmony boy and girl
That is a promise we made
Back in the day
You told me that things wouldn't be this way
I think we should work this out
'Cause all I didn't mean is to scream and shout


Life's not fair!
Life's not fair!
Life's not fair!
I'm the jerk!
Life's not fair!
She loves me not!
Loves me not!

8. Singular Indestructible Droid

Blood of my blood 
Skin of my skin 
A normal human being 
Solder and wires 
Circuitry 
We're far from human beings 

He's sick of his skin 
It's time to trade it in 
A galaxy of emotions 
Your soul is what it costs 
We walk the same path 
No body could get in our way 
Dangerously 
We passionately never hesitate 

Keep the soul 
That's control 
Now you put in the metal 

Biological 
Spiritual 
Electrical 
Digital 
S.I.D. 

Willing to make the change 
Surrender the flesh and bones 
Against the grain 
Pushing beyond the limits of ourselves 
This body is just a cage 
You're dead and you're in a grave 
We're losing our minds 
That's just fine 
Living forever 

Bleed out my blood 
Skin off my skin 
Solder the wire 
Transformation 
Take my body and 
Release me from this cage 
You can't put a spirit in a grave 

Singular Indestructible Droid 

Bloody-human-robot

9. Black Clouds

This is making me crazy 
These black clouds following me 
So I look for signs of light 
But rarely I see them 

I return to my shelter 
And I crawl in a bottle 
I'm losing my will for this 
So over emotional 

Black clouds 
They rain down but 
They can't kill the sun 

Confession of depression 
This life I'm second-guessing 
Like ashes to ashes 
I always seem to fall down 
I'm tired of running 
It's time to face my demons 
Confession of depression 
This life I'm second-guessing 

My emotions are storming 
And tears fall just like rain 
Pain strikes like lightning 
Despair is becoming my friend 

I'm pushing myself to a point of self-destruction 

Black clouds 
They rain down but 
They can't kill the son inside

10. Code Of Energy

I was scatterbrained, when I found the time to find 
That times are evil, sick and disjointed 
My skin is thick, thick and calloused 
I'm ready to shed the shell 
Ready to shed the shell 

So you think you have figured me out 
A young man lost in his problems 
Some problems aren't that easy to solve 
And you can't break our code of energy 

I'm bent out of shape, there is no happy ending 
I've come to a point where I just don't give a fuck 
My skin is thick, thick and calloused 
I'm ready to shed the shell 
Ready to shed the shell 

The code of energy 
(Ready to shed the shell) 
The code of energy 
(Ready to shed the shell) 
The code of energy 
(Ready to shed the shell) 
The code of energy 

So you think you have figured me out 
A young man lost in his problems 
Some problems aren't that easy to solve 
And you can't break our code of energy 

Code...code...of energy 
Code of energy 
Code...code of energy 
Code 

Hi, I'm paranoid 
Goodbye, I'm in the void 
Haunted by insecurity 
Bipolar asymmetry 

Our new vision of passion and obsession 
Is planetary ingestion 
And there is no time for question 
We don't need any special equipment 
No descrambler, no black box 
Our antennas are up, aligned, and ready to recieve 
We are all just searching, searching for satellite signals 
Waiting for the channel to come in loud and clear 

So you think you have figured me out 
A young man lost in his problems 
Some problems aren't that easy to solve 
And you can't break our code of energy 

So you think you have figured me out 
A young man lost in his problems 
Some problems aren't that easy to solve 
And you can't break our code of energy 

Hi, I'm paranoid.

11. Lovehatetragedy

Human behavior 
Peculiar it seems 
Some thrive on hate 
Some love the dream 
Everyone's got a purpose and wants to be loved 
I think I found my purpose 
I think I found love 

Hidden inside myself 

Tragedy 
Strikes when you least expect it 

Hate and destruction crashed down on our world 
The stars and the stripes 
The boys and the girls 
It's sad it took war just to bring us together 
I believe in love 
I believe in forever 

Hidden inside ourselves 

You better run 
You better run 
For your life 
For your life 
Shed a tear 
Shed a tear 
Live in fear 

Tragedy day 
Tragedy day 
Tragedy day